I've never felt the passion and adrenaline from love and affection
Never once wanted to give my all to someone
I wanted to keep myself to only myself
I still do
But now,
My mind and my body have opened up to another being
To share yourself with someone is terrifying
But beautiful, all at the same time
I'm no longer living for just myself
I have become intertwined 
With the thoughts and the feelings and the soul of another
I am still me
But now
I am more