Sometimes, I don't even know where I belong. To be honest, I may come off as this fun, energetic, happy and weird type of girl, but really.. I'm as lost as everyone else. I'm actually a pretty pathetic person. I feel useless, a lone and sad in life. Sometimes, I feel like no one cares about me or see's me as someone important. There are a lot of people who might tell me otherwise, and I know it's true. But, why don't people show it? I feel like I'm drifting away, and the more I try to hold on, the more I feel weak and I let go. I'm starting to become the type of person who is, I guess "desperate" to hang out with someone or just to get out of the house. I hate the feeling. I want to be the girl who people ask to hang out or go to a party. But I'm not. I also feel like people take me for granted. I'm a nice person and I try to be friendly with everyone, but when I don't feel wanted or they don't treat me like I should, then I give up. I'm not going to be nice and friendly towards someone who isn't willing to do the same. I realized that these highschool years are going to be over soon, and I can care less of the people I know. I'm not saying that I don't care about my friends and that I'm going to forget them, but I'm on my own now and pretty soon when High School is over, we all move on and we forget people. It's natural and it's part of life so I'm not complaining about that. I just want all of this to be over, so I can move on with my life and make a better life for myself. I have this perfect image in my head where I am succesful, living on my own in a different country or city and I feel brave, proud and happy. That is what I wish to happen in the future. But as of right now, I'm lonely, emotional and lost. Just like you.