Sometimes, I wonder what the future holds. I wonder who I'm going to be, what I'm going to do, where I'm going and who I meet. I often sit and just think of the possibilities. But it scares me. Am I going to be successful? Am I going to be a failure and don't live up to my expectations? Am I going to leave all my friends behind? So many questions, yet they are left unanswered. Of course though, because I still have my whole life to live until I get to the top. I also wonder if the person I am today and the decisions I make, actually make a difference or an impact in my future. I'm afraid if my weaknesses and fears reflect on the person I'm going to be. I hope not. I wonder about the person I'm going to marry. Where would I meet him? How would I meet him? Is he someone I've already met? Would he make me happy and love me for who I am? Maybe even ex boyfriends - do they have an effect or an impact on the person I choose to be with? I know I shouldn't even be asking these questions, because I should let nature takes its course. And I know these are such obsure questions and I shouldn't be worrying about them, but I do. I like being curious. It keeps life interesting. But like I said, so many questions, yet to be solved.