Different
January 08, 2012
I just want to get away. I don’t know what’s wrong with me sometimes. I feel like the world just shits on me, one day at a time. Of course I have good days, and when I do, I don’t want it to end. But lately, I’ve been feeling distant…from myself. I don’t know who I am anymore, or what I want to be or where I’m going. I’m just going where life takes me. But with that being said, I don’t want to keep on guessing and wondering. I just want to know. I guess I want the future to come already. I feel so a lone sometimes. And when I’m alone, I over think too much and cry. Sounds depressing, I know…but what else can I do? Except write. Which brings me here.
I want to move away from here, not because I don’t love Canada. I do. It’s my hometown! But it would be amazing to visit other places, to see new faces and try new things. I can’t wait to travel. Perhaps even make new friends who discover another part of me I never knew existed. A good discovery of course. I just want something different. That’s all.
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