Have you ever felt like something really important in your life meant nothing at all? All the times you felt special, and wanted. You felt loved and safe and nothing was wrong. And than that moment where you try to recapture it or even remember the happy times and moments that meant everything to you, to find out that it meant nothing to them. You really start to wonder if everything was fake all along? That your heart was being tricked and your mind was being brainwashed. It really sucks. Just.. sucks. But what can you do? There comes a time in your life where you have to understand that when a moment seems absolutely perfect, is it really? Or are you just overwhelmed with the feeling that you don't care if it's real or not. But in this case, I didn't care, because it felt good. Right. Amazing. But I learned to keep my distance now, because in a moment, everything can rush back and you're stuck in the same position. You can either run from it, or stay where you are. I plan to do nothing, because I already know that this means nothing. Just make sure to not take everything so seriously and to heart, because that heart can be broken easily, like mine.